January 2010
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dear little girl who can't get a clue.
just think its about time i throw something out there.
You dumb little bitch, listen here. He’s not yours. I know he used to love you, and I know that the feelings you had for him were strong and their not going to just go away.. but don’t jump on me just because you’re jealous. I’m mature, I make my own decisions like a big girl. I do what I want because I can and what I...
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“to be completely honest, i just got really sick of following you. you had sick...”
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so cheers to writing your entire soul out on...
started out as nothing, turned into more than it should have ever been. i wanted him so much that i let him take all of me at his very first shot. should have put up a fight, but i didnt. i thought i had respect , some kind of decency for myself , at least enough to say no but apparently i was wrong. it’s turning out nicely but deep down you know that you’re just being used up and...
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saved
Every now and then, I get a little lost My strings all get tangled My wires all get crossed. And every now and then I’m right up on the edge Dangling my toes out over the ledge But I just thank God that you’re here. ‘Cause when I’m a bullet shot out of a gun, ‘Cause When I’m a firecracker coming undone, ‘Cause When I’m a fugitive ready to run, All...
“If I don’t cry, do you think I don’t feel?. If I look away, it doesn’t mean I...”
– (via starblinded)
“It wasn’t him I was killing. It was me. My love. My body. My soul. I destroyed...”
– (via contreplongee)
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i numb it all.
i have dug my self my own emotional hole. created unnessary and impractical worries. the physcological torment has taken its tole. ive become depressed and full of anxiety i havent been able to talk about it like i did before. its become so hard that i cant continue to handle it. does this even exsist? i dont even know anymore. the voices and pressure is reaching its limit. you’d never think...
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i was the one who worshipped you.
You broke my heart.. You promised me the moon and stars. I fell for your dreams, I fell for your lies. There was no other way - You know that I tried.. But I knew you could never love me.. I had so much sorrow inside That you could never reach. But can I still keep a place in your heart? And I’ll ask you this.. Will you still miss me? (Yes, I miss you) Do you still love me? (Yes, I love you)
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hole in my head?
Sometimes i get crazy and I ain’t scared of nobody Dont look at me funny Like your not hearin what i said Your lips keep moving, but I got a couple screws loose Them other boys talkin’ bout me, they say im bad news And, its probably best for you to keep this short Its my turn, don’t interrupt . It don’t take a lot to start me up . I don’t think you really wanna do it...
A Wish.
All in this I see what makes me smile, The moments that make it all worth while. The star that makes me wish for nothing more, Than the lasting thoughts leaving no empty space. Along with a never fading image of your face. I look in your eyes and I see the world. I see all the potential that a person can hold, The secrets and thoughts lingering untold, The unfinished dreams and strong...
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“so now i’ve found myself.
i’m no longer destroying my me....”
